plan in progress

it turned that stop facebooking is much easier than trying to focus on my inner call. I'm reading Daniel Goleman's book on Social Intelligence. I really need to concentrate on my brain's low road and high road to be able to see the truth to make the right decision. And this is exactly not an easy thing. I think I'm carried away at times. I just was. And I kind of thinking whether i just have to let things flow. My friend who once experienced this told me that I'd better not push myself too hard. She said that actually I am already aware of what to do, what to choose, and I don't need to worry too much on things coz subconsciously I am already ready for all the consequences. She also said, at my stage now, I just need to be tough and under control. She said I'm doing okay so far.

I feel much relieved after talking to her. I think she's the only one who would really have the empathy of what I'm going through. Gosh!
Weekend is coming.... I hope things are going to be just fine..
Yes, I guess things will turn out fine as long as I keep my plan not to open my facebook account. Though other ways may ruin things.
Honestly I'm shaking at the moment coz it's really hard not to care on attitude and gestures while you just can't avoid witnessing them. And, goodness... i don't have a single idea why the attitude and gestures seem to go against me?
See? I care too much. That's what I hate from myself, sometimes.
Now I feel like slapping someone's face
Geeee... Wind, stay cool

However, I'm sure I can go through this...
I am a mature angel, aren't I? =)
even if things should be broken, I am skillful enough to mend broken pieces, aren't I?
not trying to be too confident, but I'm aware that this is my choice.